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You never know how STRONG you are, until being strong is the only CHOICE you have
Mythical Creatures: January 2017

He came

Dah lama tak mimpi arwah. Tadi tertido kejap sebab petang tadi penat sangat buat macam-macam. Gembiranya dapat jumpa dia even sekejap dan dalam mimpi. Terjaga dari tidur terus nangis. Sedih sangat. Dalam mimpi tu dia handsome sangat. Dia pakai baju putih. Muka dia Ya Allah bersihnya. Sejuk hati tengok dia. Berlari aku pegi dekat dia lepastu peluk dia. Aku tanya "kenapa lama sangat tak datang jumpa aku. Aku rindu tau tak?" Aku terus nangis. Macam biasa dia akan cakap "alolo siannye dia, ni aku dah ada kan janganla nangis lagi. Aku datang bkn nk tgok hang nangis" hmm 😢 

Kita jalan2 dekat taman. Aku cerita macam-macam dekat hang. Rasa macam real sangat. Rasa macam tak nak bangun dari tidur. Rasa macam nk terus bermimpi lepastu ikut hang. Punya rindulah aku kat hang sampai mcmtu sekali hahaha. Hang banyak tanya and senyum. Seronok dapat jumpa hang, bila aku cerita benda pelik-pelik hang macam biasa akan panggil aku bongok 😂 Yer bongok tu dah mcm nickname aku dah kat hg. 

Masa tu tiba-tiba hang cakap hang dah nak kena pegi. Aku terus takde mood and masam muka. Before hang pegi hang pesan banyak sgt benda. Hang cakap "solat jangan tinggal, pakai elok2 jgn seksi2 sangat. Kalau sayang aku tutup aurat betul2. Nnti kita jumpa kat syurga ye. Jangan salah pilih kawan sebab nanti kalau salah pilih orang tu yg akan jatuhkan hg. Jangan mudah percaya cakap orang. Kalau nk cari pengganti aku pilih betul2. Jgn pilih sebarangan. Tak semua orang ikhlas mcm aku hahaha. Ingat tu tau. Aku tak nak tengok hg kecewa. Aku nak hg bahagia. Jangan sedih2. Aku lagi sedih. Jaga diri elok2. Jangan malas makan. Hg tu makan pun kena paksa. Ingat tau. Aku sayang hang. Selamat tinggal. Assalammualaikum" lepastu hg terus hilang and aku pun terbangun dari tidur. 

Bangun dari tidur je aku terus menangis. Aku boleh hafal semua yg hg ckp tu. Sebab aku rasa macam terngiang-ngiang suara hg. Aku gembira sangat dapat tengok senyuman hang, gelak ketawa hang even sekejap sangat. I miss you so much Fakhrul 😞😞 

Bond of Love and the Truth

A very loving couple had been married for over 10 years without any child and it was becoming their 11th year. Steve and Sarah stayed with each other and greatly hoped that they will have a child before their 11th year of marriage runs out because they were under persuasion from friends and family members to get a divorce. But they couldn’t let go because of the strong bond of love between them. Months passed and one day, while Dave was returning from work, he saw his wife walking down the road with a man.
Months passed and one day, while Dave was returning from work, he saw his wife walking down the road with a man. The man had his arms around her neck and they looked very happy. For over a week, he saw the same man with his wife at various places and one evening while Dave was returning from work he saw the man drop her off at the house after giving her a kiss on the cheek. Dave was angry and sad but he didn’t spoke of it with his wife.
Two days later after a hectic day at work, Dave was taking water with a glass jug from the dispenser when the phone rang.  He picked it up and the person said, ”Hello dear, I’ll be coming to your house this evening to see you as promised.” Dave hung up the phone. It was a male voice and he was sure the person was the man he had always seen his wife with. He suddenly became shaky with the thought that he has lost his wife to another man. The glass jug fell from his hand and shattered into pieces.
His wife came running into the room asking, ”Is everything okay?” In anger, he gave his wife a push and she fell. She wasn’t moving or getting up. Dave then realized that she fell where he broke the glass jug. A large piece of glass had pierced her. He felt her breath, pulse, and heartbeat but there she lay lifeless. In a total confusion, he saw an envelope in her hand. He took it, opened it and was shocked by its content – it was a letter.  It read


“My loving husband, words can not express how I feel so I had to write it down. I have been going to see a doctor for over a week and I wanted to be sure before I give you the news.The doctor confirmed it that I am pregnant with a twin and our baby is due 2 months from now.  The same doctor is my long lost brother whom I lost contact with after our marriage. He has promised to take care of me and our baby and give us the best without collecting a dime.
He also promised to have dinner with us today.  Thanks for staying by my side.
Your loving wife."


The letter fell from his hand.  There was a knock at the door and the same man he had seen with his wife came in and said, ”Hello Dave, I suppose I’m right. I am Max, the brother of your wife”  Suddenly, Max noticed his sister lying in a pool of her blood. He rushed her to the hospital and she was in a coma. She had lost her twins.
Moral: We should not be too quick to take unnecessary actions in our relationship or marriage when we haven’t questioned our partner or spouse on what we saw or heard about them.  We all have our faults. We shouldn’t be too fast to judge others. Not everything you see, hear or believe about someone is true. Always learn to control yourself under any condition or situation, irrespective of what you’ve heard or seen.